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huhu..wut else life can be..tryin every single second 2 figure out to overcome my boredom...seems school life is much better..huhu..why i dun hv anotha options..like..hv a job..i wanna hv a job..but i dunno why i am been so dumb NOT 2 grab any vacancies while it is available..cyrill..please..u had a vow 2 yourself!!!!!!!wth???what else can i say..time ticklin so fast...its FEBRUARY ody..then MARCH will shade ma life..da day of my future life destination will lies...SPM RESULT will come out...so freakin scared...huh!!!!!hope i got a flying colours result..AMEN...plus..when is da time will come that i will be learned to be independent...daa..cyrill..you alredy turned 18th...you should think like an adult..fade away all away your kids stuffs..let the old memories be bygone....don't care anymore about your so called fosters????they will not be by your side forever..it is already come to the end...END cyrill..please...stop it!!!!!!!!!!!!!you are da foolish who still thinking and care about them..but on the other hand..do they care about you??do they wish you??do they still in touch with you??....NOOOOOOOO....hence..forget about it..do not care about it...so what?????YOU Live in a LIE 2 yourslef..you been betrayed!okay relax...chill la...apa lg mo sedih2 psl dorang 2..tiada guna ba..dui..cyrill..myself..sedar la...huhu...this is fuck..hell ya..

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huhu...its such a long time do not bloggin ya..many things happen n passed by..huhu...well.recently..i stuck wif sore throat..damn..how i hate so much sore throat..then..went to do clinic..the doctor said my throat a.k.a tonsil(forgot ody wut its specific name..huhu) is colour in red..lala..then..he prescriped me with some of da medicine..will post it later..huhu..then flu stuck..wth???i juz wnna get rid of the soreness then flu struck..a bad flu..dammit..really can't sleep well that nite..but hey..da medicines are doinng well..my soreness bygone in a fster time..but still da bad flu still with me..until now..but i feel much better now..huhu..got connected with some of ma oldfrenz..really happy..n da bez part is..we got a same hatred of a lady that we hate..haha..cool..we talk shit a lot of diz gurl..haha..bru dy tw..ahax..btw..CNY is juz around da corner..huhu..shopink is marked but still ma hair is not yet done..dun hv time 2 go to da shop 2 buy da hair colourer..still need 2 rely wif da stupid hair spray..well..i hope tomorro i got chance 2 go..still need 2 buy gift for my friends..one of them already belated birthday...da otha'one will be comin 15 diz 27th..need 2 buy earlier coz at dat tym she myb at mrsm so no ideas how 2 give her..so buy early..pass it with my frenz 2 give it 2 her..haha...still..my spm result will come out soon..i'm terrified..how my result gonna be??hope i passed with flying colours..dup..dap..i can feel ma heartbeat beating faster as da adrenaline flowing smoothly as my fear took over....wish me best of luck..pray 2 da Go..hope He will grant me His blessed..huhu...