Tuesday, February 7, 2012


last update was 5 months ago??
like seriously!!!
didn't bother to update for the whole first semester..
should i shut this blog?

Wednesday, September 7, 2011


okay, today is 7th of sept

1oth of sept will fly back to KL

11th/9 will be reg my hostel

12th/9 first day of class

tell you what!!!

i am not ready yet back to the university

now i am questioning my decision to choose this course!!!

ow Lord please help me..

Sunday, August 28, 2011


memang gila!!
i dunno how i face this
its been years
no progress or changes
should i change myself though??
from what aspect??
i am dying of loneliness and fucked up..

Thursday, August 18, 2011

short updates

- x lama lagi mau sambung study
-takut pn ada..
-masuk course yg x pernah imagine aq akan masuk
- xpa...hope all the best
- ada lg kA mw urus ne?? haha

- gaji aq blm masuk..mcm mna mw shopingg *big oops*

like seriously
- cuti yg lama ne telah buatkn aq reluctant to leave Sabah
-My heart glued to Sabah suda
- ada penyesalan dalam memilih ipt tahun lepas
-xpa la semua ada hikmah dia

ok, be strong..God bless..xx

Thursday, July 28, 2011


life macam biasa ja,
did do some part time on tuesday and wednesday
ow, i did transfer some of my airtime to her so she can sms her bf dgn mudah
dan sy xreply suda sms tu sbb sy mau bg ruang sama dorang
kn sweet kn...babi la sweet, mau meletupx ada la..sial!!
xpa la, relax, cool je..
tak pa...before this pun pernah kena macam ne, so macam kisah kn
hidup jg..life must goes on...

p/s the couple i mentioned above is my students when i was a substitute teacher in their school/.:P

Thursday, July 21, 2011

Face the Music

life is so unfair!!!
fairness and justice
working hard to achieve these 2

and i speak up for my self!!!
why i cant have my on justice
be fair on me as well
you might say i am selfish!!
but hey...so you think you are consider enough to others!!
don't you ever wanted yourselves to have the special treat and look!!!
and i am facing this!!
i wonder hows on earth myself was built to face this
stronger and stronger!!!!

Wednesday, July 20, 2011

it is so hard

biarlah saya malas mahu kisah sudah
kah diri saya saja fikir saya yang terlampau kisah benda-benda macam ini
sakit hati, sakit otak...
so nanti saya mahu tinggal alone la

p/s saya mahu deactivate lagi facebook sy

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