confession??

huh??wut 2 say hah??so boring o me diz...i wanna kurus kn badan..so gemuk ody i think..i wanna be fit as i dream..but hell??bila la 2..suda la xpndai exercise aq skrg..fitness aq skrg da kurang..mcm lemak suda..dui..cmna la ne???...huhu..so sad jg la...i miss themmmy foster bros..napa la dorang x sms me ah??damn..me oso rindu c cerry,jen2,jamie..haha...miz a lot of school's fun..mizz ma frenz...si wawan,akmal,eir,hafiz,calen.hazel..haha..si selutan si chaba..buka kedai kopi...haha..miz ma understandin fren..sylvia..dy ja la tw..haha..haha..fuckin sial ow diz..mals me 8 home..wanna work la..tp xtw mo keja pa..huhu..bloggin let out ma feelin..tp feel 2 xda skunK..damn nya..haha

memory

teringat plak aq tym skul rendah dlu..ada susu yg kena supply..haha...ne ada pic ne aq post..adik aq yg kecik 2 dpt dr tadika dy..haha..teringat aq trs tym kecik2..haha

DOTA

adik aq pn kemaruk main dota tw..haha

ambil adik aq...

my bro dgn uniform dy

feeling???

i dunno i dedicte this stuff 2 whom??yg pntg.........

watchin tv??

downloaded movies

movies//

been watchin a lot of movies lately..range from my childhhod movies to da latest movies..hah..i duuno y i had downlod those movies..HOME ALONE..lama suda 2 muV..juz wanna watch ba..nice ba 2..haha..ok i gave ma list bout wut movies i had downlod lately..charlie and the chocolate factory,wild child, home alone 1-3 n in prgress now the house bunny..wana download more movies soon..haha

damn

double f***

aq simpan kemarahan ne sejak kelmarin lg..sedang2 on9 2..nmpk la pompuan ni pnya gambar..entah la napa aq nampak pic tat gurl..aq rasa marah..xtw la y..yg pntg tym 2 mcm aq mo tulis ja kat post fb aq..damn tat bitch..huh..tp xbrpa marah la tym 2..sekali td aq on9 la..cr2 stufz kat int ne..trs terpandang satu pic..aq mmg avoid budak ne..so xnak la tgk dy..even dlm gmbr..klu x..susah nak 4got bout tat person...tp tertgk..haha...aq ada baca la comments kat pic 2..em..gt sumthng written der..juz let me da only person noe k..em ntah la..me so happy la utk dy jg coz jd cm 2 kn..since aq rapat dgn dy(dulu la)//mmg ramai org ckp g2 sama dy..em tp..ntah la..its a weird things klu tat stuffz terjD sama aq..haha..aq tumpang hepi la jg utk dy..but..omg..fuck..its 2 hard 2 explain..trs continuin on9..aq bka fs lak..tgh cr kwn2 lama aq..kluar la muka sorang 2..aq pn xtw.. napa muka si sial ne yg kuar..tp layan ja la..tgk kunun umur dy..ba..mcm fuck ja..umur dy 5tahun tua kunun..padahal umur dy bru ja...**..haha..yg pntg damn la..aq tgk la pic dy..coz aq dgn dy pernah entah bekerjasama at da past kn..aq [n xtw napa aq msT dgn dy..em..bila teringat pasal si sial ne..aq teringat la psl satu projek dulu..dy suru aq bt satu benda ne..mengambil nama org la kn..trs..entah la..tym 2 mmmg wrong timing..budak2 smua kluar lambat kn..ada usrah kat surau ka 2(tym kat maktab..prep malam)..jd cmna mo ambl nama..sekali..dorang da dtg..jam 9 da..aq rushin la pg ambl nama..dr smua form..suda pass2 keja ba 2..tp smua mlm 2 bz..trs..i dunno la my salah ka x..yg pntg dy ckp dgn smua org(yg tanya ja la)..i messed up..what da f*ck..aq yg bt keja mlm 2..trs dy ckp lg g2 psl aq..pnya la aq marah..huhu..bab* nya..siyal..em..2la..aq double marah tym ne..so hate diz stuff..xpa la..sorangt 2 stil exist in ma life(dlm hati la)...satu 2..aq da malas nak connect dgn dy..buakn ada faedah pn if aq berterusan frenz dgn dy(mmg x frenz..cuma.kenalan)..em xpa la..damn

drivin...

huhu..aq nervous jg la..mo pg drve kn..hahaha..terus aq bersiap..jam 10.30 mum aq ambl hantar pg pekan..jmpa tutor aq kat cna..pas2..tutor aq dtg..dy drve luk..pas2 smp satu tmpt ne..pph camp..aq tukar..huh??nervous aq..drve aq smpai apin2..bg yg tnggl kat keningau msT tw 2 kn brpa jauhnya dr pph camp 2 pg apin2..pulang balik ba aq drve..haha...1jam lbh jg la..da whole journey..haha..lawak 2l aq drve..tutor aq relax ja..dgr lagu ja dy d sebelah..aq pn cool ja..haha..ada sekali 2 tutor aq tanya..ko ne pg gym ka??aq blank???huh..xla..du ba..napa ramai org ckp aq pg gym..1st 2..ex cikgu sek rendah aq..cikgu anifah..jmpa dy last year..d bsn kgu dgn husband dy..sekali 2 ada dy tanya aq..kw ne pg gym ka kd??huh??xda la..then ada 25hb 12 2,,aq blk kg kn..jmpa kazen2 aq yg xdkenali nama cuma tw muka ja..aq salam dy la..dy ckp..aik ko pg gym ka ne??aduh..trs hari ne
27hb..tutor aq lg ckp...bangga jg la...tp blm tgk perut..haha..xpa nt aq workin out focusin on ma tummy...haha...msT build body aq..spya boleh mencapai cita2 menjadi ????..haha..xpa la..biar aq ja yg tw even ada jg org len tw..haha..bye2...

continuing

huhu...wake up from ma sleep..xtw jam brpa suda 2..aq pn xtw pa aq bt ne ari...yg pntg aq ada dpt kol la dr tutor aq..dy ckp bsk jmpa..yess...mo drve suda ne..haha...hepi jg la..takut pn ada..haha..ntah pa yg mo ditakutkan..haha...aq tgk muV home alone yg 1st 2..even muV 2 da kira lama..tp still aq minat jg mo tgk...sekali blm hbs..aq on9 lak pas2..haha..tgh2 mlm lapar..na..membuka aq coklat..ow ya..b4 dat aq tgk charlei n da choc factory kn..terliur aq tgk smua choc yg willy wonka bt..dui..aq buka fridge..ada choc cna..aq ambl la..haha..terus..aq on9 lg jap..badan xterasa sedap..lapar kn..aq of9 tdo la..nak drvin ne..semangat kunun aq..haha..bye

25th jan..

sudala tdo jam 2 lebih..bgn lg awal..duh..bgn2 ja.semangat buka laptop..mo continue downloadin muVs kan via ares..tym 2..muV wild child dgn the house bunny sikit lg..semangat la ne kunu..then aftr that..pg dapur..lap cermin..dui..i2 la monday routine ku..turun naik turun naik ba..penat la..tp blm lg hbs my keja..got 2 mop lantai lg..duh??xpa la..trs dat..mee mnD..tgk a couple of vids d youtube..watchn tv then..ma mum n adiks balik..got 2 urus diz budak lg..besala.bdk2 kn..haha.then..me sleep..mcm penat(mmg pn)..tdo xckp kn..bgn2 jam 6 suda ka 2..haha..pas2 me mnd..ambl laptop bw pg bilik..mo watchin wild child..text ian neza 2 ask her bout diz muV..dy kat kl suda..haha..then watchin la..bez la jg..lyk emma robert so much..but da queen B mcm xbrpa bitch jg...okla..tp x as gud as da otha queen B..haha..luv their accent of english..besala..kn poppy(emma robert)kena hantar oleh dady dy pg boardin skul d england..namee dat skul..abbey mount la..g2 la lbh kurang..she kn suda selalu hidup mewah..n em..u now la wut happen..f dunno..better watchin diz Muv..nice to be watched..trs ma mum called me..dy ckp tolong cr bahan dulu 4 my abang...'how to be a gud teacher'..duh...cr la..nsb senang ja via google..send via email..ne lg 1 probz..tulis email dy..xda available kunun..text him lg..rupanya ma dad bg email salah missin da letter M..em..then ol of them pg tdo swa..me lg blm tdo..haha...continuin watchin..sekali lapar....ow ya..me gt ch8 dgn wanie jg..deal wif her mw g kfc..tp xtw bila..haha..then lapr kn..pg masak la..noodle..semangat mo msk..trs..okla jg taste dy..tp like lackin of sumtng..need 2 sort it out nt..supay rasa dy enhance..haha..kunun ba..on9 jap..tp blm finish watchn..nt la sambung..then me of9..tdo la..haha...datz ol

24th january

huh..a tiring day...me slept at 1 o'clock in da morn..then..pukul 6.30 me woke up suda..dui..
brpa lama suda xbt g2...klu dlu tym skul besa la..skrg ne..keras suda mo bgn awal2 pagi tw..haha..mandi..then brkfst..terus pg ma drivig institute..mw pg bengkel kn..haha..sampai sana la..jam 8 pendaftaran kunun...sekali..jam 9 ka 2 bru buka kaunter..fikir sy alone ja ne kali..sekali..got my old frenz..si wanie,rachel n pika..(i noe i am da only boy)...then tgh baris2 2//ada la muka sorg parent ne familiar 2l..ingt pnya ingat..then..anak dy keluar..haha..si aizat akram plak..huhu...then...aftr that msk 2 bilik kuliah..sy dgn si wanie..ddk di belakang..suda la dua2 pn mengantuk..bout 30 min..muka sy sma si wanie..mcm muka bangas suda..haha..tahan mengantuk kn..huhu..then..got ma friends text me..1st aq text si eir tanta dy cmna bengkel 2..dy crta2 la..trs..sekali got diz no 016++++++ text me..so la terkeejut..sapa lg ne..dy membawa me pg cp..adaka???me 8 kgu la..tp me xckp la..me tta2 ja dy pa mo bt sana kunun..trip intersd..si ziana plak 2..haha..then d ckp dy mo pg men game..putus la..trs got diz ma junior 8 mrsm text me..si ditto..crta2 skjp..terus xda da org sms aq..me n wanie begila kat blkg..swa la dua2 pn lapar..nsb bek si wanie bw foods..me goreng..sedap..bershare kmi 2 kat blkg..hah.lyk palui only..then..kmi smua pg tmpt mcm garaj la..lbh krg..bljr buka tayr..check motor oil..haha..me got jg la testin buka tayar..buka nat ja pn 2 be exact..haha..aftr that msk bilik kuliah blk..bla2...sign out..me blm ada tutor kn..cr pnya tutor..got ody..his name is mr.fong..haha..dui ba..then waitin 4 ma dad 2 come..crta2 dlu jap dgn dorang..suda lama kn x brcrta..haha..gyla me n wanie..crta experincd msg2..then me blk..pas2 smp 8 haus..penat 2l..tdo lg me..trs mlm..xmkn..diet..haha..on9 la..sekali entah sampai jam 2 ka 2..my mum turun dr bilik..pg sound...dui..8lest me got downloaded 1 song..tajuk dy B.I.T.C.H,,song from plastiscine..haha...okla jg..but dam hell ya..(u noe wut i mean)..haha..kla datz ol..

can't believe it..

okay..lets start wif ma days..haha..even at da mornin..it is damn boring..then at da afternoon..went 2 ptown..jalan2..even xda pa2 pn kat keningau ne..haha//at least..got sumthnk 2 do 2 cure ma boredom..haha..stupz...okay datz ol..ate roti planta td ptg 4 my tea tym..tp roti planta kak mayang kafe mrsm kota kinabalu jauh lg sedap..haha..ok..da real point is..aq ckp on ma older post xmo wish ne budak kn..sekali u noe wut happen..td ptg..me suru adik ku pg membeli topup..rm10..then at 7 o'clock++..aftr me mnd..mne topup la tat person..then..me dgr2 lgu tba lagu united states of pop berkumandang..haha..terkejut la..sekali tgk from dy plak..siyal..dy ada mnta sory lg wif me psl xwish me dlu tym my bufday..lala..bla2..5 min jg la talkin wif dy..entahla..ok jg la..padahal..WTF???..haha,..miss my adik angkatS oh..haha..btw..nt bsk..mo pg bengkel..aftr long tym menanti..duh..need 2 slep early..padahal.,.bkn ada pa2 pn jg..malas ny..haha

story again

haha..wallup..ahax..its finally weekend..duh..for me..weekend or weekdays is x diff as i'll doin ma sama rutine frm days 2 days..haha..btw..it is 23rd of january..one of them is celebratin his bufday 2day..sweet 14th..but me x mo wish dia..coz...em..one of da causes is..dy x wish pn sy tym saya bufday..duh..btpa mo wish kn...lgpndy sombong ody wif me..idk anymore..lala..haha..it is rainin early in da morn in da kgu..so cold..sleep ja la me pnya keja..ahax...ma eyes ada sore sikit..i dunno y..damn...haha..okay..my mum had tapau chinesenoodle..kon lau mien..so sedap..tp blm mkn lg me.jap lg la me mkn..haha..okla..i juz wanna say here i'll x send my wish 2 dat person..biarlah..hahagtg..nt me bloggin lg kay..haha

woah..how i mizz skul so much now,..specially wif ma roxx classmate 5D 2009..u go guys n gurlz

life...

lala..i started day early today..as i mentioned in ma previous post.,.haha..well..life goes on..wer i need 2 start??..ok..i got many works 2 do diz mornin..haha..aftr doin ol of da haus chores..i straight away 2 on9..haha..many new things 2 be xplored today..i found a video in youtube that was really touched me..da late yasmin ahmads' ad..it is so meaningful.haha..ok..lets move on..had luch today..special jg la..my mum had bought meat ball..as i dun eat those things 4 long tym..really enjoyin it..haha..the..afternoon..borinkk.nutink 2 do unless hear music n watchin tv..thren at 3pm...plus2 la..i went 2 ma room 2 take a nap..duh..nap??shit la...haha..jam 5 bru me bgn diz.haha..bkn nap da 2..haha..then..my mum asked me to help her wash her car..then i go la..astga..4got i mentioned here..diz noon..got my frenz..text me..she said..lalz..u sumbunk ody now ah..duh??still..i dun reply her text..dunno la..sakit hati ow me.then..at evening..still nutink 2 do.my dad watched his favz channels..sports..okla..australian open..sekali..players yg me xmood mo tgk.then me blah..pg 2 my room..entah btpa 2..so stupid ow diz evening..i dun do my work-outs..tmbh gemuk la me lyk diz..duh..then my dad pn watchin ol of da tym..me so boring ow..duh..i am watchin electra muV..gotta luv jennifer garner...then he took da controller from me..huh..so pissed o me dat tym..me pg kitchen..peduli la..masak me mlm2..after brpa malam suda x dinner..diet kunun..na..me msk noodles wif ma own style..so sedap..got dinner leave over kn..me gna la..dr wasted g2 ja..da result..brilliant..xmenghampakan maself..aftr dat..me went 2 ma room dgr lagu..n readin mag..hot mag..sudah bca..but stil da story still attractive..2nd edition 4 august 2009..haha...bla.then i heard my dad msk bilik dy mo sleep ody him..then me 2run bwh..watchin..duh..xmood..on9 la me..haha..my story 4 22nd jan..even got some stories i dun tell here..biar la ye..haha

bufday gurl..hazel..sweet 18th..muda masi kn kta..haha

this eir who had helped me 2 decorate my blog..thanx eir

credit 2 irneza zaihan

well..as all my dear readers view..i had a new layout..da person dat in charge of diz is IRNEZA ZAIHAN JUPRY..thank you eir..so cntk la...hahahaha..so datz ol..thankQ..btw..hazel is 18th today...happy bufday hazel..may god bless you always..huhu

wow!!!!!!!!!!

it is 7.55 am gud mornin.diz is da earliest time i woke up so far..haha..well.my lil'bro didn't goes 2 skul..bcoz he got fever..blalala..so he staying at home..me woke earlier than usual bcoz t 7am..he ody sit down in front of da tv..stuck with it..haha..it is still cold here..feelin lyk wanna tuck in ma bed under da blanket and sleep..haha..na.a.of coz i can't do dat..i got may to-do's today..bla2...i got that wire 2 be strengthen..haha..open our RO water system..as it is useless anymore coz my mum had bought new water sysytem 2 our house..which is dr.sukida..haha..watever....daa..wut else wanna write..it is still early in da morn..haha..l8r on..i'll be wrote hut happen 2 me on diz particular day

loooooooooooooon time again..

woahh..it was a long time x bloggin ow..haha..
well..its almost 22nd of jan..bufday si hazel ne..then nt 23rd plak..ada sorang budak pnya bufday..xtw mo wish ka x..
ok..lets straight 2 da point..
haha..well..life is x owez on da bed of roses(omg..silap ayat aq..ian..i need ur help here)..haha..
lala..so borink at haus..
i be da maid of my own haus ody..haha...sweep da floor..
bersih2..cuci2..haha..angkat kain.
masak nasi.nsb baik..masak plus cuci kain aq xbt..
huhu..xpeakin biut masak..haha..ada 4 hari straight 2..aq msk nasi goreng ja..yg mmg resepi aq sndri la..hasilnya..mmg sdap la aq msk..(dui..bangga sendiri ne)..nt f ada chance..aq bg msk korang ah..haha....aq keja kat haus sndri..walaupun..teringin nak keja yg lain plak..but td..my mum said yg gaji aq nak bank-in da..hepinya. aq..aq nak shoping 4 chinese new year ne..haha..lala..borink hidup kat rumah ne..sama ja apa aq bt..duh..okla..aq nak wish si hazel ne..haha..bye..bsk kta sambunk

loooong time...

omg..its been a long time ody dat i've nvr been blogging..
so many dramas n things happen surrounds me..
huhu..lets me tellt you 1st..i am oledi turned 18th last wednesday..january 6th 2 be exact..
haha..so early kan./.
went 2 da town..haha..keningau town...my frenz owez making fuss if we said went 2 keningau town..ahax..met wif some of my hi'skul frenz..nick n olga..went 2 da shop named..honey sweet chicken rice 2 celebrate my bday der...but..b4 dat..went 2 da bakery..n i treat them by nuying diz 4 cupcakes..haha..juz dat spm leaver can afford..after ol'..its juz cost rm 8 total ol..haha...then we went 2 da shop dat i refer earlier...i ordered drumstick chicken rice..nick..fried chicken rice while olga..wantan mee...haha..after we ate ol or delicious meal ..we enjoyed our cupcakes or my bufday cakes..haha..funny rite..then..went 2 diz shop 2 had some refreshment..haha..went 2 kbox..ahaxx..juz olga n i that sang..si nick shy2 cat lg dy..haha
then..jalanb2 jap..then we went back..haha..after me arrived at home..me followed lg my mum pg pekan..haha..had my bufday hair cut..haha..dunno y..juz 2 keep my hair in neat kot..huhu..then go take my cake at da bakery..
yummy..choc mousse cake ka nama dy 2..haha..
datz nite clbr8 wif my fam at haus..then me open my fb prof..surprisingly..bunch ofg wishes had sent 2 mine..wow..so nice ol of da people datz wished me..may god bless them owez..amen..my frenz also wished me through texts..so nice of them..sadly..diz 3 peple dat i hope that they will wish me apparently do not woshed me.. im freakin sad..wuawua..biarlah..let them..who cares...
okla..juz dat 4 diz tym..will cbe continued soon..
ahax..
sincerely..cyclade