summer job

and tomorrow 11thjune 2011

will be my resignation day of being a substitute teacher

should be sad

will miss the kids....

the experiences gained, funs and talks

i had the courage

and today i talked in front of the 6A class during my periods

i talk please change yourself and respect others..

you and i are the same, both of us are students

but please control yourself

i dunno if the 2 persons really 'terasa'

but honestly i dun want lose them both and the rest of it

it is such an awkward thing to enter their class again

tomorrow will be the first period of the day..

haihz...but I already let go what i feel

then yet no sounds of relieve

p/s suda minta maaf kunun tu betina tp still ckp benda yg sama jg..FUCK U betina..kena panggil baby knn..GO TO HELL!!

fuck them!!

hoi budak2 sekalian!!!

kalau umur pn blm cukup!!

akil baligh pn belum dicapai

jangan mahu mengada2 menunjuk2 sana

kalau kamu tu cakap jak lebih apa guna...fuck you sy ckp!!!

kalau kmu blm kenal sy jangan mw mengada maw pijak kepala sana!!!

kamu tengok, satu hari, akan ada pembalasan dia

saya mcm xkisah kn..tp dalam hati sepa tw

baik2 jg, tp jgn smp mw melebihi batas

hingus pn blm pndi lap!!

UPSR pn blm sure 5As suda mw menunjuk2..

sialan!!!

1.How did we meet? 2. How long have I known you? 3. What's my most memorable moment with you? 4. Do you mean a lot to me? 5. Word to describe me? 6. What you love most about me? 7. What you hate most about me? send to all you follow ;)

1.How did we meet? 2. How long have I known you? 3. What's my most memorable moment with you? 4. Do you mean a lot to me? 5. Word to describe me? 6. What you love most about me? 7. What you hate most about me? send to all you follow ;)

Answer here

i'm in love???

actually kn..sebenarnya la...aq suka jadi single ne...

ramai jg (ramai ke?) yg tnya aq..ada GF ka teda..

jwb ja teda..napa pula teda GF??

sbb aq suka single..

aq malas nak fikir psl2 coupling ne..couple2 thingy...

but i adore lovely couple and i pray for everyone who is in relationship to be blessed, enjoy and cherish in your relationship..

for me, let time decides it..as God decides what the best for all of us

plus, i am still young to think seriously about getting in a serious relationship..

just my share thought and my opinion..:)

lalala

its been quite a long time i didnt post anything...

alrite...now 2 more days before school break will be ended..

so i will get back to work after soon..

just reached sabah 2days ago from KL + Kelantan

my sister wedding...the pictures still in my lappy...no mood for uploading it to any of social networking sites...speaking of these kinds of sites, i recently deactivated my FB account on 12am midnite...haha..sound epic rite?? haha...there is no obvious reason why i did so, but yet let it keep personally ok...till we meet next time..

p/s my Malaysian University English Test @MUET will be announced this coming monday whic is 13th June, hope everything turn well as I hope, please Band 4..pray for me peeps..:)

formspring.me

Ask me anything http://formspring.me/cyclade

sy yg sombong ka?? atau org memang teda mw kwn sm sy..

teda org tnya khabar pn sy..

sy on9 pon teda org mw chat sma sy..sandih ba hidup,,

org2 yg sy mksdkn ialah my friends..

or

do i really have friends that accept me as their friends??

give some life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11

i was wondering..entah la..mcm mna mw ckp..em...bukan apa la ln..friends d fb aq smp 700 lebih la jg ba kn..kadang2 org on9 smp 60-70 lebih..tp xsorang pn yg mw chat sma aq..mesti tnggu sy ka...haiz..sandih ba hidup..mcm teda kwn ba!! kima ba ne..sakit btl jiwa sy...tolong la sy..:(((((

be strong..:)

xpa la..even though i feel neglected and left out here..

nvm..

maybe sy yg xpndai bergaul sma org ba..2la smp mcm xkwn ne sy skrg..

boring..2 mmg boring la..sepa ckp xboring..klu suda xkwn kn..

tp ntah la..mcm mna sy boleh teruskn hidup dgn memandang the next day will be more greater day..pn xtw..praise to God..em..

mmg sedih la..terasa hati la..klu dorang cerita2 bnda yg d luar pengetahuan sy..dorang xinvite pn sy..xpa la...pa ble bt..bukan sy d terima dorang...actually..hidup sy kosong,empty..and sy boleh ckp ..sy xkwn yg boleh dengar pa masalah sy..sma share the great and sad time..sy hidup secara berseorangan...tp..as my quote says..live your live...God always be with you...huh...biarla..sy pn xtw lg pa mo ckp...seek a true friend/s mmg susah kn..:(((((..im dying inside..

and yeah!!!

officially now..my long hols is already started!!

alrite..it is a long100x hols..

then..need to plan sumtng..

working-yes

dunno wut??

going back to the land below the wind!!!!

@klia now!!!

going back to Sabah at 1.05!!!!

for a long holiday!!!!

eager!!!!!

happy!!1

thanks God for everything!!!! bless our journey!!!

p/s: i miss my family in css shah alam oledy..:(

FUN.HAPPY

EXAM IS OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

OW GOSH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

MY FOUNDATION YEAR IS COMING TO END

HOPE ALL MY EXAM PAPERS WILL PASS SUCCESSFULLY.AMEN.I TRIED MY BEST.

THANKS GOD FOR EVERYTHING..

GOSH...HAPPY!!!

life must goes on

- alrite..LAW 3 WAS DONE NOT-ALMOST-SATISFIED-

.PRAY THAT ALL GOING FINE FOR MY EXAM RESULT

-2papers more..struggling until the end

-watch HIKAYAT MERONG MAHAWANGSA yesterday at TGV JJ bt.raja

.it was fine..not so bad.ok la..

-life seems a bit complicated now

-thanks for my bro.F.. u appeared when i am in the lifeless mode though i was a lil'bit meant semalam..hehe

-ok my roomates are still sleeping..

-haha..eating breakfast now

-texting with my bro

-notes on my sides of the table

-hence<---?? what the heck..

. continues study

CONTEMPORARY GLOBAL AND LEGAL ISSUE

AND

ECONOMIC ISSUE AND PROBLEM

TACKLE YOU UNTIL PIECES

BY THAT,,hehe..i rest my case..toddles..:))

hv a nice day.:)

okay fine

- coincidence happened..nothing akward

- 2 papers down

-3 more to go

-tomorrow is a killer subject

-God please help me through this circumstance

- grant me ur blessing of wisdom

- today is a nice hang out day..i feel happy with the hang out today..after church.:))

okay..continue to study..

p/s i am incompetent to enter the examination tomorrow as i am the unsoundness of mind..hahaha...miahah..ok..:::)))

baiklah

FINAL EXAM IS COMING

SO WRAP IT UP

DESTINY

FUTURE

LIES IN UR HAND

born this way

what to write???

nothing to be updated..

masalah diri makin menjadi2.

impak emosional tidak stabil makin meruncing

damn la klu mcm ni...

sakit hati..kecewa..tersisih..

semoga harapan dan kegembiraan dapat ditemui

hati semakin sakit...

harap xexplode..

cyrill be strong,,:)

okay fine...

sejak aq dr form 4 la kn..em tmbh2 la sikit..hujung2 tahun da kn..aq mcm bnyk fikir benda..

*ok fine actually aq xtw the real time is..mcm rasanya form 4 kot..huhu

bg aq kn...LIFE means a lot of things..LIFE is subjective..susah mw describe life kita...

for example..diri sy..sy pn xtw i lead what kind of life...MANY SCHOLARS quotes life is HARD, life is sacrifice, life is*many things lg la!!! but for me..in my personal view..we have just one life..hidup ne satu kali jax..kadang2 sy rasa kecew dengan diri sy..sebab sy rasa sy telah banyak mensia2kn hidup sy for the past 19years.. banyak benda want to be achieved..but we cannot aim high and tackle all of them in one time..apa lg sy mw ckp ah...pengalaman sy la..xbanyak mana pn pengalaman sy...sy nmpk la several things yg sy blh fikir sendiri..but i admired one of my friends..his life experienced is so many where he can sees people well..nmpk kita jax..blh tw suda apa..but every person had their own gift from God..thanks be to God..apa yg sy mw ckp..appreciate life..live your life tp ingat..God is there..mcm mna pn we lead our life..we still live under the eyes of our Creator..life is abstract...so be a good person..and enjoy life

stop and quit

dear mr cyc!!!!!

please stop dreaming things that cant be fulfilled...

it is nice and interesting to dream like that but in reality it will never be in such way!!!

so stop it..focus on ur study and pray hard..so God will grants things that I should appreciate..

so stop dreamin!!