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FINAL EXAM IS COMING

SO WRAP IT UP

DESTINY

FUTURE

LIES IN UR HAND

stop and quit

dear mr cyc!!!!!

please stop dreaming things that cant be fulfilled...

it is nice and interesting to dream like that but in reality it will never be in such way!!!

so stop it..focus on ur study and pray hard..so God will grants things that I should appreciate..

so stop dreamin!!

im feeling down and ALIENATED PLUS SECLUDED

in da middle of da nite, i am clueless..looking through my FB is totally boring and lame...i dunno why, i listening to da song 'love the way you lie' over and over again..then i switch 2 the clubbin rythm which club you cant handle me..im feeling down..im clueless, im full of fonder, i keep thinking bout my brories...there is also something that bothers me..ow how i realised im not such a faithful disciples of Jesus...im been through a lot of sins that i knew those are wrong and sinful, i love you Lord Jesus..be blessed..amen...writing helps me express my self..i think i am so stupid that create my own inner drama...ow gosh...i am lonely, people might see me as a jollyful and happy person, but da reality is i am lonely, nobody wanna chats with me at facebook..nobody wanna text me, nobody wanna greets me, do I the only one yg ingat dorang or memang sy yg ego..so in this case, me da one who really search for them..ow gosh..this is______________, memang macam ne ja la hidup sy..sy yg cr org kasi gembira sma kasi rapat hubungan...dorang xkisah pn sma sy..adei...Tuhan tolong la sy..bantu la sy..so tat means, i shud open my heart for love*ow damn...entah la, maybe memang sy org yg terpinggir and type of person yg pigi cr org..ow gosh..patutla org ckp sy ne xpandai malu..klu sy ckp sy malu, dorang heran.pukima jg kn..ow! i shud stop memaki..adeiz..sampai ada org ckp sy ne minta puji ba..pnya men sedih sy, sy pnya character memang mcm 2 la ba kn..entah la..sy sorang ja la ne kn yg take care of anybody else..klu cm2 kn.bgs sy hidup sorang2..budu..boring ba dunia!!!!!!!!! Do i really need to show my effort to find them..ee..sy bosan suda mcm ne ow,,,mcm kena guna2 jax ba,,kima2,,klu mo tw la kn..chatlist sy kadang smp 60orang online..tp kesian kn..sorang pn xchat sma sy..mcm palui ja la ne sy kn..bgs sy delete FB sy teruS..tp FB ne bagus..coz i can easy cr maklumat such as classes and also CSS schedule..i2 la 2 sy blm mw delete FB sy..adez..so kesian ow kn me,.kena bt cmne,,damn2..adei xtw lg la cmna mw ckp..nama jax ada kwn..tp sy rasa sy belum jumpa my true friend/s..sy btl pray and hope yg Tuhan akan tolong sy..or memang ada suda cuma sy jax yg xtw...ow Lord,please help me..ee...RECLUSE OW SY RSA!!!!!!!!!!sy sedih ow dgn hidup sy...xguna ow sy caring sma dorang..ka sy jax yg ego..xmw sms la kunun..xmw start conversation.then terus da lil'devil inside my heart ckp...takkan mesti ko jax kn..haha..dui ba.mcm ada bad and good sides ne on my both sides..

new post..

wow..long time din post anything..haha..so many things happen..continue my driving lesson..draws 2 end..huhu..went back to my school..mrsm kota kinabalu..visited a lot of frenz and teachers...accompany my friend irneza zaihan..haha..hv fun that time..totally have fun ow..ahax..nt next post me cer ok..haha..wut to say again..today went to drive again..4pm suda..ptg suda..my tutor pn looks exhausted..then me terus fikir..he penat suda..msT dia bad mood 2..em..btl ne..petang suda ba..me da last person he taught..you can noe la kn..petang ba 2 suda..haha..learned parking today..ahax..ok la..sama buat latihan 3 penjuru..can do lae..haha..wow..ahax..miss my friends and bros..huhu

confession??

huh??wut 2 say hah??so boring o me diz...i wanna kurus kn badan..so gemuk ody i think..i wanna be fit as i dream..but hell??bila la 2..suda la xpndai exercise aq skrg..fitness aq skrg da kurang..mcm lemak suda..dui..cmna la ne???...huhu..so sad jg la...i miss themmmy foster bros..napa la dorang x sms me ah??damn..me oso rindu c cerry,jen2,jamie..haha...miz a lot of school's fun..mizz ma frenz...si wawan,akmal,eir,hafiz,calen.hazel..haha..si selutan si chaba..buka kedai kopi...haha..miz ma understandin fren..sylvia..dy ja la tw..haha..haha..fuckin sial ow diz..mals me 8 home..wanna work la..tp xtw mo keja pa..huhu..bloggin let out ma feelin..tp feel 2 xda skunK..damn nya..haha