baiklah

FINAL EXAM IS COMING

SO WRAP IT UP

DESTINY

FUTURE

LIES IN UR HAND

born this way

what to write???

nothing to be updated..

masalah diri makin menjadi2.

impak emosional tidak stabil makin meruncing

damn la klu mcm ni...

sakit hati..kecewa..tersisih..

semoga harapan dan kegembiraan dapat ditemui

hati semakin sakit...

harap xexplode..

cyrill be strong,,:)

okay fine...

sejak aq dr form 4 la kn..em tmbh2 la sikit..hujung2 tahun da kn..aq mcm bnyk fikir benda..

*ok fine actually aq xtw the real time is..mcm rasanya form 4 kot..huhu

bg aq kn...LIFE means a lot of things..LIFE is subjective..susah mw describe life kita...

for example..diri sy..sy pn xtw i lead what kind of life...MANY SCHOLARS quotes life is HARD, life is sacrifice, life is*many things lg la!!! but for me..in my personal view..we have just one life..hidup ne satu kali jax..kadang2 sy rasa kecew dengan diri sy..sebab sy rasa sy telah banyak mensia2kn hidup sy for the past 19years.. banyak benda want to be achieved..but we cannot aim high and tackle all of them in one time..apa lg sy mw ckp ah...pengalaman sy la..xbanyak mana pn pengalaman sy...sy nmpk la several things yg sy blh fikir sendiri..but i admired one of my friends..his life experienced is so many where he can sees people well..nmpk kita jax..blh tw suda apa..but every person had their own gift from God..thanks be to God..apa yg sy mw ckp..appreciate life..live your life tp ingat..God is there..mcm mna pn we lead our life..we still live under the eyes of our Creator..life is abstract...so be a good person..and enjoy life

stop and quit

dear mr cyc!!!!!

please stop dreaming things that cant be fulfilled...

it is nice and interesting to dream like that but in reality it will never be in such way!!!

so stop it..focus on ur study and pray hard..so God will grants things that I should appreciate..

so stop dreamin!!

pray for the safety in egypt..

okay..there is conflict in egypt..

news are keep broadcasting the news

i cant contact with my friends in egypt..

the dont have internet connection now..

ow..i am really scared with their safety..

this is never happen because..my friends are there..

in fact my BFF is there..

i did hit him with coment in his blog..because FB already been blocked there...

but, yet, no reply..

recent report from wisma putra tolda that they are doing fine..

so i hope so the are really doing fine..and the latest news i heard they will be transferred out from cairo, egypt..*not very sure..so i hope, they will be in safe condition and always in aware..\

ow gosh..i hope they will be saved..and let us pray for Malaysian safety in egypt and also the peace in egypt..hope, all will be fine soon..

symbolises freedom

i highlighted my hair with new color

huhu...even my previous color is still there..but i layered them with new color

dark auburn..haha

its still in process..

later at 10.50..

i'll wash it

my new obsession!!!!!

checkered shirts is my new obsession!!! so..hehe..can someone gv me this as a present..huhu..:))

damn smart

miahahaha

boringnya..

tiada FB ne..

huhu..xtw pa mo bt..

bt assignment la..

jap lg la

hahaha

huhuhu

malas

kegilaan datang

nak keluar ka x ah besuk

em//mw bw sepa

sepa mw kluar sma sy bsuk???

hahaha

LALALALA

OKAY...

for your information

informasi untuk anda semua la.

saya telah mempasifkan account FB sy

or in other words, i already deactivated my FB account

due to several reasons...yg mna susah untk di luahkn secara verbal mahu pun coretan lebih2 lagi d alam maya ini..dengan itu hanya tunggu sahaja bila saya akan mengaktifkn blog sy semula..

selain itu, saya sekarang lapr..fulus d dompet hanya rm5..ingin meminta namun x dsahut panggilan itu..makan mee segera FAMA la nampaknya ini..haha..

sekali lagi ayat yg boleh abaikan.

..saya ingin melarikan diri,

.haa.:))

dunno..xtw...

em..apa nak post ye!!!!
huu..tuntuntan hidup makin meningkat...
tugasan diberi semakin banyak...
perasaan makin xmenentu..malas nak melayan..makin dia datang
berangan2kn benda yg xakan datang,..
hanya mampu di impikan tanpa kepastian..klu menjadi baik la dia;..ku panjatkn syukur...
kalau tidak..biarlah menelan..janya kepuasan dalam mimpi..
mahu menjadi pelajar yg baik bagi mencapai keputusan yang cemerlang utuk memegang segulung kertas yg bermakna dlm 4 atau 5 tahun lg..setelah berjuang dlm medan menutut ilmu hampir 15tahun..tapi adakah sikap sebegini saya mampu menjadikannya sebagai realiti..
saya celaru..suka mencipta konflik tersendiri..bagaimana mengatasinya..
melangkah jauh...kaki masih terpacak di tanah...bagai cuba mengail 10 ekor ikan dlm sekelip mata..hsilnya 1 ekor pn belum mapu setelah 5 jam menunggu..
fikiran sxtabil..xtw kenapa..sukar mencari identiti di sini..hati hanyut..belum jumpa teman yg sejati..bolehka sy melarikan diri??

trying to Stand

sometimes i couldnt understand myself..
sangat la suka mencipta intra konflik yg tersendiri
people wouldn't know cy!!!
and they will never know..
dun be such a dumb
expecting for it
budu!!!!!!!!!!konflik dlm diri
ko ingt dorang akan fikir
x ne!!! jgn jadi gyla
as ur friend said: tua suda ko..jgn lae mw merajuk2!!!!
haihz.... 2 la pasal ko selalu down
intra konflik means you are creating ur own probz in ur heart and expecting people to know by your reaction or ur Action!!!!
mow i declared it as stupid!!!!!!!!!!!!
duh!!!!please lah cyc...
now u can laugh by ur own to urself...
-_______________-

tired!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

THIS WEEK DEMANDS A LOT OF PHYSICAL AND MENTAL REACTION
OW DAMN..EVERY NIGHT GOT A DISCUSSION
EVERYDAY NEW THINGS NEED TO BE UPLOADED..
OW GOSH..NEXT WEEK GOT 2 PRESENTATION
HUH!!!!
GOD..GUIDE ME, GIVE ME STRENGTH AND WISE,,LEAD ME TO DO THIS ALL..AMEN..

birthday

my sweet 19th

gosh!!!!!!!!!!!!!today is 6th january 2011 and i am 16th today ..okay its a lie..19th..omged!!!!!!!!!!!!i feel really old..it is last year that i will be entitled with 1 in front..next year will be 2!!!!!!!!!!!!!! omg...haha..never mind..
so with this..i wish that
-i study better
-i achieved my goal
- be a better persom
-be more nice and considerate person
-be a faithful disciple to God..
-loving everyone..
-love myself better
-world peace..*amen...
God, i pray to you, thank you for everything that u grant me for this 19th year i live under the blessing from you, may I have another blast year under your guidance and make a change to me, and the world..bless me and rejoice me with your love..amen..

my sweet 19th

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2011!!!!

wrapping up 2010

it will be 2011 in few more hours!!!!!!!!!!
fuh!! 2010 is a year that changes my life so much...
is it?? guess so
2010 in a glance:
its my 1st year after high school
high school was over
SPM result was out
enrolled into one of the high learning institutions in Malaysia
i got my drving license
experienced many new experiences
met many beautiful and nice people
made a lot of tough decisions
i knew better about Christ..praise be to Lord..
learned many new things
landed on the course that i never think of to take..
brothers!!!!!!!!!!!i miss you..

good luck to all PMR candidates 2010

tomorrow is the big day yet not a dooms day
ggod luck to mrsm kota kinabalu PMR candidates 2010
hope you all will get a flying colours result!!!!!!!!!!
make our maktab proud!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
especially to jamie, nathan, easleey, farelle, and the rest of you
good luck ok..dun b too nrvous..pray hard..sleep well..!!:))

ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!SCREAMING!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OW..PLEASE2..PLEASE GOD..HELP US..PLEASE LA ALLOWANCE MSK..HRP2 TOMORROW LA ELAUN MASUKK
I CANT STAND IT ANYMORE..PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!!!! kptm please be considerate please..we want to go shoping..we want to buy books, we want to pay a lot of things..ow duh..we jolly2 nt tym christmas..ow..i noe these are bad reasons but u'ol can see my pont there..kn..sighing2000X..
MR ELAUN MASUK LA ANDA....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!SECPAT MUNGKIN..BUKAN LAE MYB..BESOK LA KO MASUK...:((((