alive!!!

last update was 5 months ago??

like seriously!!!
didn't bother to update for the whole first semester..

:(

should i shut this blog?

Reluctant

okay, today is 7th of sept

1oth of sept will fly back to KL

11th/9 will be reg my hostel

12th/9 first day of class

tell you what!!!

i am not ready yet back to the university

now i am questioning my decision to choose this course!!!

ow Lord please help me..

confuse!!!

astga

memang gila!!

bodoh

sowt

i dunno how i face this

its been years

no progress or changes

should i change myself though??

from what aspect??

astga!!

i am dying of loneliness and fucked up..

short updates

- x lama lagi mau sambung study

-takut pn ada..

-masuk course yg x pernah imagine aq akan masuk

- xpa...hope all the best

- ada lg kA mw urus ne?? haha

- gaji aq blm masuk..mcm mna mw shopingg *big oops*

like seriously

- cuti yg lama ne telah buatkn aq reluctant to leave Sabah

-My heart glued to Sabah suda

- ada penyesalan dalam memilih ipt tahun lepas

-xpa la semua ada hikmah dia

ok, be strong..God bless..xx

???

life macam biasa ja,
did do some part time on tuesday and wednesday

ow, i did transfer some of my airtime to her so she can sms her bf dgn mudah

dan sy xreply suda sms tu sbb sy mau bg ruang sama dorang

kn sweet kn...babi la sweet, mau meletupx ada la..sial!!

xpa la, relax, cool je..

tak pa...before this pun pernah kena macam ne, so macam kisah kn

hidup jg..life must goes on...

p/s the couple i mentioned above is my students when i was a substitute teacher in their school/.:P

blalallala

Face the Music

life is so unfair!!!

fairness and justice

working hard to achieve these 2

and i speak up for my self!!!

why i cant have my on justice

be fair on me as well

you might say i am selfish!!

but hey...so you think you are consider enough to others!!

don't you ever wanted yourselves to have the special treat and look!!!

and i am facing this!!

i wonder hows on earth myself was built to face this

stronger and stronger!!!!

bodoh!!!!l

it is so hard

biarlah saya malas mahu kisah sudah

kah diri saya saja fikir saya yang terlampau kisah benda-benda macam ini

sakit hati, sakit otak...

so nanti saya mahu tinggal alone la

hahaha

p/s saya mahu deactivate lagi facebook sy

back to normal

mulai besok...sy jadi penganggur semula

sy resign kerja sy sebagai guru ganti pada hari ini

contract sy habis ne hari

sedih sy

a lot of memories with the school.

miss all my kids already..:)

summer job

and tomorrow 11thjune 2011

will be my resignation day of being a substitute teacher

should be sad

will miss the kids....

the experiences gained, funs and talks

i had the courage

and today i talked in front of the 6A class during my periods

i talk please change yourself and respect others..

you and i are the same, both of us are students

but please control yourself

i dunno if the 2 persons really 'terasa'

but honestly i dun want lose them both and the rest of it

it is such an awkward thing to enter their class again

tomorrow will be the first period of the day..

haihz...but I already let go what i feel

then yet no sounds of relieve

p/s suda minta maaf kunun tu betina tp still ckp benda yg sama jg..FUCK U betina..kena panggil baby knn..GO TO HELL!!

fuck them!!

hoi budak2 sekalian!!!

kalau umur pn blm cukup!!

akil baligh pn belum dicapai

jangan mahu mengada2 menunjuk2 sana

kalau kamu tu cakap jak lebih apa guna...fuck you sy ckp!!!

kalau kmu blm kenal sy jangan mw mengada maw pijak kepala sana!!!

kamu tengok, satu hari, akan ada pembalasan dia

saya mcm xkisah kn..tp dalam hati sepa tw

baik2 jg, tp jgn smp mw melebihi batas

hingus pn blm pndi lap!!

UPSR pn blm sure 5As suda mw menunjuk2..

sialan!!!

1.How did we meet? 2. How long have I known you? 3. What's my most memorable moment with you? 4. Do you mean a lot to me? 5. Word to describe me? 6. What you love most about me? 7. What you hate most about me? send to all you follow ;)

1.How did we meet? 2. How long have I known you? 3. What's my most memorable moment with you? 4. Do you mean a lot to me? 5. Word to describe me? 6. What you love most about me? 7. What you hate most about me? send to all you follow ;)

Answer here

i'm in love???

actually kn..sebenarnya la...aq suka jadi single ne...

ramai jg (ramai ke?) yg tnya aq..ada GF ka teda..

jwb ja teda..napa pula teda GF??

sbb aq suka single..

aq malas nak fikir psl2 coupling ne..couple2 thingy...

but i adore lovely couple and i pray for everyone who is in relationship to be blessed, enjoy and cherish in your relationship..

for me, let time decides it..as God decides what the best for all of us

plus, i am still young to think seriously about getting in a serious relationship..

just my share thought and my opinion..:)

lalala

its been quite a long time i didnt post anything...

alrite...now 2 more days before school break will be ended..

so i will get back to work after soon..

just reached sabah 2days ago from KL + Kelantan

my sister wedding...the pictures still in my lappy...no mood for uploading it to any of social networking sites...speaking of these kinds of sites, i recently deactivated my FB account on 12am midnite...haha..sound epic rite?? haha...there is no obvious reason why i did so, but yet let it keep personally ok...till we meet next time..

p/s my Malaysian University English Test @MUET will be announced this coming monday whic is 13th June, hope everything turn well as I hope, please Band 4..pray for me peeps..:)

formspring.me

Ask me anything http://formspring.me/cyclade

sy yg sombong ka?? atau org memang teda mw kwn sm sy..

teda org tnya khabar pn sy..

sy on9 pon teda org mw chat sma sy..sandih ba hidup,,

org2 yg sy mksdkn ialah my friends..

or

do i really have friends that accept me as their friends??

give some life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11

i was wondering..entah la..mcm mna mw ckp..em...bukan apa la ln..friends d fb aq smp 700 lebih la jg ba kn..kadang2 org on9 smp 60-70 lebih..tp xsorang pn yg mw chat sma aq..mesti tnggu sy ka...haiz..sandih ba hidup..mcm teda kwn ba!! kima ba ne..sakit btl jiwa sy...tolong la sy..:(((((

be strong..:)

xpa la..even though i feel neglected and left out here..

nvm..

maybe sy yg xpndai bergaul sma org ba..2la smp mcm xkwn ne sy skrg..

boring..2 mmg boring la..sepa ckp xboring..klu suda xkwn kn..

tp ntah la..mcm mna sy boleh teruskn hidup dgn memandang the next day will be more greater day..pn xtw..praise to God..em..

mmg sedih la..terasa hati la..klu dorang cerita2 bnda yg d luar pengetahuan sy..dorang xinvite pn sy..xpa la...pa ble bt..bukan sy d terima dorang...actually..hidup sy kosong,empty..and sy boleh ckp ..sy xkwn yg boleh dengar pa masalah sy..sma share the great and sad time..sy hidup secara berseorangan...tp..as my quote says..live your live...God always be with you...huh...biarla..sy pn xtw lg pa mo ckp...seek a true friend/s mmg susah kn..:(((((..im dying inside..

and yeah!!!

officially now..my long hols is already started!!

alrite..it is a long100x hols..

then..need to plan sumtng..

working-yes

dunno wut??

going back to the land below the wind!!!!

@klia now!!!

going back to Sabah at 1.05!!!!

for a long holiday!!!!

eager!!!!!

happy!!1

thanks God for everything!!!! bless our journey!!!

p/s: i miss my family in css shah alam oledy..:(